Dissapointments, just a part of life?

Well, sometimes you wonder. When things go against u over and over again. I have been through it before in my life and it's not something I enjoy. And being a rather "sensitive" and emotional person I take it harder than maybe I should sometimes. But I'm just so tired of things, not just one thing, but several going against me! First it's the money issue, then it's another money issue, then a third. You think u wiull get the times and weeks u requested at work, but no. And then when you look forward to something, it never happens because things or ppl get in the way. You think that ppl or guys that u meet will be honest and decent, but they're not. And those who are, you are so good so don't think anything else, ok? And you good ppl, guys and girls, know who u are.

I guess I'm just trying to see the light in the tunnel and being clouded by the darkness at the moment. But with the help from wonderful ppl like Linnea and Charlie I feel a lot better and that I can handle most things that come in my way.

I just wanted to write of some anger, thoughts and worries. I always feel a little bit better. Oh how I wish I had a cigarette right now. I know, it's not good for you. But I feel that it calms me down, sometimes.

Oh, well got to hop into bed now. Acting class in the morning and then study hard all day and practicing my monologue with Paul.

See and talk to you soon!

Ella and Hanna, I miss you guys! I hope u miss me to...

XoXo - Frieda.